Tuesday, January 25, 2011
All I want is...
I guess this is a reflection of where I am in my spiritual walk and my depression. I'm too comfortable where I'm at. My flesh has started liking my depression I think because it is focused on itself, though I don't, nor do I like the negative mood it puts me in. I need to do better at being in the Word every morning. No more sleeping in, no more wasting time on FB, or reading non-important emails. I gotta get going on this, or I won't make it! As I'm writing, I'm starting to wonder if I'm ready for this. But then, if I'm not now, then when will I be? when I'm diagnosed with diabetes? or how about when I have a heart attach? or better yet, when my kids are all grown and they are all overweight and not expected to live long and healthy lives? WHEN JEN, WHEN IS ENOUGH GOING TO BE ENOUGH??????????
Where are you at on your journey?